I think for now I'm just going to be happy living in the place where I can cheer and enjoy games with my dudes playing hard and trying to win and surprising people. I find I have missed that surprisingly much.
In the back of my head I know that long-term, getting the wins is not in line with the team strategy and will probably lead to some crappy outcome. Either contusion-itis or trading away a dude that can drop 50 for some draft picks that convey in 4 years, or consigning ourselves to mediocre-ville for the next 5 years or so.
For now, I can hide that away and just file it off as someone else's job to deal with. Hold on to the slight golden hope that we manage to avoid all the hijinks, keep Lauri, skate just low enough to stay in the lottery, and then win it. Or somehow an Ainge can pull off some trade magic that makes us contenders.
Future's for the future, I'm enjoying the present while its here, who knows how long it'll last.