Perhaps subconsciously, although I do not recall reading any at any point in my life. I just picked up a basket (maybe a shopping cart) at the entrance of my mind, went through a couple jillion aisles, and threw in whatever I needed to make my post. Would be cool to see everything that was in the basket, tbh. On second thought, it had to have been a dump truck, or a freighter. I don't have enough time (or the mental capability) to keep track of all that ish.
ONE LOVE can handle all citations in the meantime. The onus is on you, my friend.
I thought he was asking me, but honestly your answer would answer well enough for me. . . .
Except I confess to actually studying Zen, and loving it. Not as much as Jesus, though. I am sure I have made some different choices in how I deal with it all.