But that's the thing though, since you have no memory of where you were before this physical life, you're ultimately forced to choose between Christianity, Buddhism, Islam, Hindu, etc, with incomplete information.
You are 'free' to choose between those religions, but if you choose the wrong one, you 'die'. To me that's not much of a choice... Because if it was crystal clear from the get go that, say, the Christian God is the one true God, nobody in their right mind would be choosing Buddhism, Islam, etc.
My point is, with incomplete information, one cannot make an informed decision, and I don't think it is fair for someone to simply perish because they don't have complete information. Relying on historical proof of Jesus is difficult for most people with logic, since it requires you to believe something beyond logic, i.e., the resurrection. It's like being asked to look through a dirty window and make out what is outside with 100% certainty - get it right you live, get it wrong you die.
I think I have spent some time in a worse hell than this.
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but first, it seems to me that your logic is skiwampus. What is the down side of believing in Jesus? Is there any God you know of that will punish you for that? Allah? Mohammad claimed Jesus was a holy man, a prophet or something. Yah, I've heard rumors about point-of-the-sword declarations of faith. Some ideological zealots probably have killed others for every God we have imagined. That's more of a mental illness thing, conveniently described as evil. I still bear the stamp of Ambrose Bierce, a humorist who noted how one man's God is another man's devil. But the Gods we imagine might be one thing, just like the righteousness we imagine, or the "science" we imagine, or the "progress" we imagine. . . . . Whatever God is, we cannot really change it. And who among us, by taking thought, can add an inch to our stature? Imagination cannot directly change things. Well, if we can imagine a better way, and devise a way to work on it somehow, we can effect change. We just cannot make that choice have the consequences we want. Facts, the fundamental realities of existence, will determine that. If God is the ultimate Fact, we live in His hands, so to speak. We are in a sense subject to a set of realities selected for, and/or applied on, our circumstances.
If as some theorize, we live in this world under conditions intended to test us, or give us some opportunity to demonstrate ourselves, we cannot really escape the consequences of our choices.
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but I digress. . . . .
I used to be locked up in a sort of hell, believing absolutely in a particular authoritative tradition, and had this sort of dilemma. When the evidence presented that God did not hold Himself accountable to those authorities, I wondered about everything I had ever believed. I wondered if God was "true", and even postulated that perhaps He has just gone to a party and gotten drunk or something, and didn't care anymore. What if that ultimate "authority" failed????
Well, I had seen the consequences of my first wife turning away from everything I had counted on. Oh, not that she was not still pretty good at bamboozling other fools besides me, in fact she had apparently made a life choice of making her way with those skills. Church authorities believed everything she said, everyone believed everything she said, even my own family. I didn't believe in arguing, I guess. Or I decided the only relevant argument was the one with God. It was by some reasonable stretch of the facts my own fault, because it was my questions that might have disturbed her pretenses of good wifeliness towards me, or perhaps revealed them for what they were. . . . Anyway, she told me Mormons didn't believe what I did, and she could speak more authoritatively to that because of her direct observations 'inside the Church", in her employment in trusted positions in the Church offices. She left the job, took up with a "Christian", moved to Texas, and with the inside track provided by an uncle, became a frequent hanger-on around the Governor's house, some dude named Bush.
So anyway, my argument was with God. It appeared, if all the claims people make about being God's people are true, or even one little claim of that sort, I could only conclude God didn't care to be "true" to those claims. I imagine it's sort of like a man who is driven crazy by his woman, and goes on a drunken binge. If God had to live up to everything the LDS Church claims, I wouldn't blame Him for going AWOL. So, let's suppose that is the case, the true story about God, and you just can't count on anything anymore. . .. where does that leave us?
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I chose to believe I still had to respect myself. That I still had to make better choices. . . . . . that I still had to try to understand "truth" of what exists in the universe, in my circumstances. If you have a runaround wife, you still have to be a man, and the better if you are a man with principles. If religion is a groundless farce, a scam, a fraud. . . . it is no excuse for a man being less responsible, or less prudent, or less in any character of virtue. I went to a place in my mind where I decided to reconstruct myself on positive things not dependent on any theory or representation about "God".
My little story about the LDS Church is not the experience or perception of most Mormons, and I prefer not to generally disturb people in their beliefs, if they have any. It's just my little story.
Some folks like Siro might think my story vindicates some of their own choices. I don't think so. The story of Job in the Bible is a well-laid-out exposition of the concerns we can have about our beliefs, and on how we stand with God when things don't go well. I find the philosophical conclusions of Job fairly sound, for coming from nearly five thousand years ago. God is what He is. We are dealing with fundamental choices about what we will be.
Long story short, eventually I came around to realize that God is everything I believed Him to be. It's just the people who fail, me and some others.
I think you do not yet understand God very well, and that, like me, the concepts you are struggling with have some deficits, falling short of actual understanding. There's no way you can move through these issues without turning to God. He's heard it all, believe me. He's got answers, and if you will just talk through it all with Him, you will come to realize His teaching skills are pretty good. You are not disrespected, you are not forced. You have the time it takes to learn.
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