You're a deeply moral and deeply innocent person. What is innocence? It is that which has not been touched by the world, that which has not been destroyed, it's like water into which a stone has never been thrown. It's not that you don't have lusts, that you don't have desire, for you do, it's just that you conserve innocence. Your insanely huge longing for beauty comes in here as well. It isn't by chance that you chose to study genetics. For you, that's the purest of the pure. I guess you could have gone to seminary and studied angels, but that'd be too much like looking in the mirror for you. You need to do something for others by understanding their pure elemental building blocks. Sure, you're starting to become aware of the arguments against genetic determinism; and you've read a little bit about the history of genetic research and all the pie-in-the-sky dreams that didn't quite work out; but you still hold onto that something which feels irrefutable. That truth about us all.