I don't think I'm wonderful. I'm a very very self conscious person. If you say I'm popular here, well, maybe that's because I've treated the overwhelming majority of people well. I've met MANY of the frequent posters in real life, invited them into my home, met them at bars and bowling alleys, or to watch a game together. I've been really involved in this community since about 2008. But I'm sure I'm less popular and less liked right now than I used to be. I've behaved badly recently. I've tried to own up to that while not disengaging with the community here. As much as I've behaved badly recently, none of that has anything to do with my interactions with you. I have NOT treated you unfairly. I have not gone out of line with you. I have nothing to apologize to you for or anything I've done in regard to you that I regret.
I'm not mean spirited to you. I've tried to be honest with you. I'm sorry that you have such a tenuous relationship with reality that you view honesty as an attack.