So, I just got done watching the Rookie Dunk contest again (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=St9-SNPhq5E ) and I found myself pondering a deep question: am I a racist? Let me clarify a little bit, if I may. First of all, I am all for equal rights and treatment of all people regardless of skin color, race, sexual preference, etc. I voted for Obama. I have hired my fair share of hispanics and black people. I am a lover, not a fighter.
On the flip side, while watching that video I found myself hating black people for the way those guys were like, "DAAAAYYYUMMMM!" and doing that stupid little black man jig every time someone dunked. Then I noticed that there were no white people, and that kind of pissed me off too. I thought to myself, "Am I really hating black people in general because of how these 'hopper types' are acting?" Honestly, yes, I was. WTF? Then I started thinking about Mexicans, and I started getting pissed again. Not that I hate Mexicans, but I am sick of all of the illegal bull **** that's going on, and everytime I see a news cast and they're reporting a crime, I expect to hear a name like, "Gonzalez, Hernandez, or Martinez" -- why do I feel this way?
Again, I'm not racist at my core, but I really am having a hard time distinguishing my feelings when it comes to crap like this. Anyone else have these inclinations? Could it be that both of my parents and grandparents were racist bums to the max? Could it be an inferriority complex? Or is this normal?
Thoughts? (and don't be gay about it)
On the flip side, while watching that video I found myself hating black people for the way those guys were like, "DAAAAYYYUMMMM!" and doing that stupid little black man jig every time someone dunked. Then I noticed that there were no white people, and that kind of pissed me off too. I thought to myself, "Am I really hating black people in general because of how these 'hopper types' are acting?" Honestly, yes, I was. WTF? Then I started thinking about Mexicans, and I started getting pissed again. Not that I hate Mexicans, but I am sick of all of the illegal bull **** that's going on, and everytime I see a news cast and they're reporting a crime, I expect to hear a name like, "Gonzalez, Hernandez, or Martinez" -- why do I feel this way?
Again, I'm not racist at my core, but I really am having a hard time distinguishing my feelings when it comes to crap like this. Anyone else have these inclinations? Could it be that both of my parents and grandparents were racist bums to the max? Could it be an inferriority complex? Or is this normal?
Thoughts? (and don't be gay about it)