Went through pages 6-11, still didn't find any brief "touchings" on your past other than you going to BYU for however long; regardless, if you wanna share, then PM me- I definitely won't press you any further. Care to share how the very idea of belief is counter-productive, harmful, and so on? I am understanding your other points on how anyone can read a religious scripture, and support their pre-determinations of what is morally correct. It is important to note, that the Ayatollahs typically quote the HADITHS as scriptural justifications MUCH more often than the Quran itself, but I can still see where you're coming from and in the end it still does interlink with the point you made. 'Tis a flaw of human nature. But to me, this flaw (that is essentially universal across all religions) doesn't really influence me to just give up on faith altogether. Im curious as to how one thing lead to another for you; again, if you don't want to share, then thats okay.
I'll copy and paste from the post I'm referring to:
" I was raised in a modestly religious community. I was never really a deep believer, but I was fairly observant as that was what was expected of me. As I got older, I started developing a general dislike of the religious outlook, and began to question some of tenets, trying to find alternative views. Finding whichever views suite you is easy in a religious community, as you can discard undesirable outlooks and adopt others. But I remained a passive believer until I moved to a different continent, with different views. Not having any ties to my original community, leaving the religion behind was simple.
Had you asked me my reasons then, I probably would have given you a general description of the tenets I specially disagreed with, and a vague philosophical justification. Having been an unbeliever for so long, I can write several books on why I do not believe. The main reasons I am an unbeliever now have very little to do with why I originally "lost faith". "
I'm not being shy. My story is not exceptional. Nothing dramatic happened to push me away. It just didn't make sense, so I stopped believing it.
When I say faith is harmful, I don't mean religious belief. I mean ALL faith. It is a human flaw than most people cannot overcome. That impulse to assign meaning to patterns. The tendency to surrender the mysterious to the mystical.
I think that humanity is a miracle. Truly. I am about the biggest atheist you'll find. But it is hard not to respect the idea of humanity. Among the billions of billions of organic machines that we call life, one design emerges triumphant. We dream of traversing the stars, and fight over the nature of infinity. So I understand why humans, a lone candle of intelligence in a desert of darkness, look to the skies for company. But that impulse betrays all that makes us great. It is a waste of processing power.
I think that every problem should be approached logically to try to achieve an acceptable solution toward a rational objective. I think the most rational objective is the benefit of mankind. I think faith stands in the way. Whenever we want to spread rights to those without, the faithful stand in the way. Whenever we discover a model that helps explain the rules of existence, the religious stand in the way. And whenever we ask why, it becomes a matter of respecting faith. What is the basis for that faith? Why should we accept it? Show us your reasons. SHOW US YOUR GODS!
I don't want faith. I don't want Nazis believing in the superiority of their phenotype. I don't want communists believing in their proletariat utopia. I don't think the economy must be left to the invisible hand. And I don't want my morals coming from ancient book, or even self-proclaimed gods. I want to try and create a better world. And a better world can only be achieved through the labors of our intellect. It will only come through trial and error. Through taking chances and keeping an open mind. Religion, in any shape of form is the antitheses not just of progress, but to the dignity of mankind.