I have tried LSD or Shrooms maybe 5 times in total. 3 of those times I had a horrible time. One of the times I was feeling good and having fun my best friend went into cardiac arrest (intentionally ****ed up acid from a kid our group of friends had a major falling out with and apparently he tried to kill us. 11 of the 13 kids who took the acid went to the ER that night. My friend got it the worst and I basically had the best experience on LSD I ever had up until it was clear he was in trouble). I tend to get massive stomach cramps and feel like I've got a 20lb turd stuck in my guts. I also tend to get very anxious and frustrated. Hallucinogenics just don't agree with me at all.
Well, at least you tried it FIVE times...
Getting plastered, or even mildly drunk, would ruin me for at least the next 24 to 48 hours. It didn't take long before I realized that weed was a lot safer and infinitely more fun than getting hammered.
Five times over the course of my childhood. I knew kids who did that **** all the time. I usually stayed away but had no specific objection to it.
The time my friend had a heat attack on some bad acid he was home for a couple days for Thanksgiving from ARTEC and that's what he wanted to do.
The downside to most recreational drugs is that they are not pure or not what you think you are taking. LSD has relatively few side effects if pure, even a decent amount of it. But more often than not you are taking something else or cut with crap. LSD is relatively one of the harder rec drugs to find. Stomach stuff can happen with some people heart stuff should not happen.
Shroom besides a minorly upset stomach should have pretty much no side effect.
People who have "bad trips" just get scared and worried on it. Just do something fun and be around fun people and its fine.
Acid trip and shroom trips are pretty much the same just Acid seems to last longer.
I have been around a **** ton of drugs. I would do certain ones more often if they were not illegal. But I dont really feel the need to risk my future for some fun.
I do go to burning man though... some people do lots of stuff there. I have seen almost all of it, rumors have it there are some great combos...
I played with LEGO's and G.I. Joe's when I was a kid. You must have had an awesome childhood.
The downside to most recreational drugs is that they are not pure or not what you think you are taking. LSD has relatively few side effects if pure, even a decent amount of it. But more often than not you are taking something else or cut with crap. LSD is relatively one of the harder rec drugs to find. Stomach stuff can happen with some people heart stuff should not happen.
Shroom besides a minorly upset stomach should have pretty much no side effect.
People who have "bad trips" just get scared and worried on it. Just do something fun and be around fun people and its fine.
Acid trip and shroom trips are pretty much the same just Acid seems to last longer.
I have been around a **** ton of drugs. I would do certain ones more often if they were not illegal. But I dont really feel the need to risk my future for some fun.
I do go to burning man though... some people do lots of stuff there. I have seen almost all of it, rumors have it there are some great combos...
Yeah, some kid at our school died from taking some kind of knock-off acid.
So, that's my rant. What do you guys think?
Do not injustice to another.
Defend the weak and innocent.
Let truth and honor always guide you.
Let courage find a life within.
Stand up when no one else is willing.
Act not in hatred or in spite.
Be to this world as a perfect knight,
Even if it means your life.
Simple words to say, but difficult to live by. You mentioned that you are already a grey sheep in the family flock and afraid of going black. To be honest, I was in a similar situation where a family member was did some... heinous things, both to himself and others. However, the rest of the family was defending him, saying he could do no wrong. I worked with him, coaxed him, and was as tactful as possible. When I stood up to him and gave him an ultimatum, he chose to continue down his road. As a result of my actions, I was ostracized, excluded, and eventually left out in the cold. That family member eventually died as a result of his actions and the family will STILL not talk to me.
But my conscience is clear and my actions were honorable. You cannot put value on a good night's sleep. I still have other family, friends, my wife, and a life that is (to me) worth living.
Do unto others, my friend. I hope this helps.
Seriously? I had the impression you at least had LDS roots, but you have no idea how LDS families work. . . or don't work, to be more precise.
Lessee. . . . .
So there's this tribe in deepest darkest AmazoniaCongoland that can only be discovered by crawling into a certain cave in the Australian Outback, coming out on an unknown island no one has discovered yet in the hollow earth under the Antarctic Icecap, where you have to crawl outta the cave and jump down into what looks like a freakin' volcano. . . .into the jungle of all jungles, where the tribe of Mormons can be found existing in their natural habitat, a sort of irrigated Hell, if you will. . . .
MormonDad goes to the Wardcouncil while MormonMom goes the WardquiltingBee, a sort of His/hers clearinghouse of social acceptability. They have to talk about their kids, in connection with comparatives from all the other wardDads and wardMoms, and the main criteria of acceptability is a pious submissive demeanor while properly attired on Sunday mornings. It might LOOK live two kids are each doing all the right things, smiling properly at all the Right People, but you hafta be there, and hear the gossip, to get the significant clues as to what really lies deep in the hearts of MormonKid and SatanKid. Piranhas feeding on hunks of raw meat are more "Christian" than these status exchanges in Mormonland.
But it doesn't matter.
Trout, Don't make the mistake of assuming there is justice, or good sense, in this world. Just do what needs doing when you see something you care about. I can bear you my personal testimony that you can buck the Mormon tribe and just not give a crap, and say what you think you must. It's like the price early Christians paid for saying they worshipped Jesus, sure you get helped right out to a new world and new life, but it's a better life. There's a bigger tribe just around the bend of the river that'll take you right in, comprised by the UGLI millions who have done just that.
Right here on Knowitall Mountain, I can see the problem. It looks like what happens when a cow births twins. They are both perfectly good calves, but the second one always totally displaces the first one because it's smells are the latest smells to bind to the Mom's receptors, and forever that calf will smell like "hers" while the other one just has to be bottle-fed.
I have twins myself, and momma rejected the firstborn from day one and bonded with the other. Anyway, I have bottle-fed a lot of rejected calves, and I bottle-fed my twins, too.